The color on this is a bit wonky, since my scanner isn't hooked up and I took this pic inside at night... but oh well. And it's uneven, which drives me insane... *sigh*
This is part of a series of collages that have been rattling around in my brain for over a year. Literally. This one doesn't really capture what I want it to... but it's a good start. :)
To me, this is how depression feels... everything outside of me can be as bright and happy as can be... but inside of me everything is frozen and dead.
I'll try and take a pic tomorrow when it's light, so the pic will come out better.
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I'm so glad it's finally the weekend!!!! Today I got off early (about 1:15) and came home and went DIRECTLY to bed... slept until 4:30!! Every night this week I've worked on the house until 10:30 or so and then finally went to bed... so today was catch-up day. Tomorrow we're going to work on the kitchen area some more (organizing, throwing things out, scrubbing, etc) and then hopefully by the end of the day it'll be ready for renovations and painting! YIPPEE!!!!!! A large portion of the floor needs to be ripped out because our deep freeze leaks and it's rotted out the floor underneath... we plan to defrost the freezer REALLY well this weekend, and then see if we can find some kind of pan to put under the freezer to catch the water, or some way to fix it.
But in case you're thinking my whole weekend will be filled with work... this is MEMORIAL DAY WEEKEND! Do you KNOW what this means??
YARD SALES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Pics of my bargains (if it doesn't rain) will be up on the blog soon!!! Woo hoo! I love yard sales!!!!!!!!!!
What are YOUR plans for the weekend?
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That's so funny Jana, I just wrote about thrift store treasuring hunting and the joy of the garage sale season starting. I wish I had someone to go with! GRRRR.... Enjoy them for me OK?
I know what you mean, depression is the lack of life force overwhelming you, separating you from joy. It can also mean internalized anger that makes us numb. Dealing with anger, separating myself from negative energy through cleansings and being honest and embracing the truth have helped me. I hope they help you too.
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