Thought I'd give some random updates:
*We're still working on getting the house cleaned and organized... will it ever end??? LOL I've gotten rid of so much of the old roomate's stuff, which has helped A LOT. I've given a lot away on freecycle and still have some stuff to take to Goodwill. I really need to go through my art supplies... I have so much stuff... and I hate to throw stuff out, knowing I might want it later. BUT... I have so much stuff that I can never find anything, and that is more frustration than it's worth... so... tonight I'll begin using up stuff so I don't have to throw it away!! LOL I'm so bad.
*I bought a new camera. I feel guilt for spending the $$$, but at the same time I will use it so much that it is worth it to me. Far cheaper than getting film developed or making copies of other people's pics. I'm also going to enter some photo contests, and hopefully *crossing fingers* win back some of the money I spent.
*I've been insanely emotional this week, for no explainable reason. I've moped around like a teenage emo-kid, and cried at random intervals. I feel like the house is never going to get clean... and as I spend my time trying to get caught up on that, the back yard is becoming a wilderness again. I also haven't made any art, and my inner child is becoming very sad. (Probably the reason for my emo-ness. I must appease her!)
*My back is better but still not totally healed. Yesterday I made it the whole day without any pain pills!!!! Yippee!!!! Today is not going quite as well... i walked to work again (day #3 of this week) and my back was hurting really badly by the time I got in to work. No idea why.
*I set a record high weight yesterday *sigh* Scales suck!!!!
*I'm almost crocheting a baby blankie for my new nephew!!! I never thought I could have the patience to finish even a baby blankie.... i'm so proud!!!!
*I managed to fry the middle finger of my right hand... more about the "Flautas of Death" will be on our Foodie Blog tonight, after i get the pics (of the flautas, not of the burns... the burns look gross.) loaded onto my computer.
*Today at work, I was discussing my emotional-ness with a coworker... and got the second vote-of-approval for the natural me. She and my husband both like me better unmedicated... which surprised me. Emotionalness and all... they still love me. That really moved me.
*James found the fuel system I need to make my glass bead-making kit work, and it is CHEAP!!!!!!! I'm so excited!!!!! It will be my reward for having a clean house! WOOOOOOO HOOOOOOOOOOO!
3 comments:
solstice is coming. I feel like I'm walking thru glue. And I feel like I'm getting nothing accomplished (even tho I managed to cross off a few things on my list today, including making a mask - which is a biggie). I know others who are having a rough time, too. Must be the moon....=]
and I am so glad you are getting support for being non-medicated! Andy why wouldn't they still love you?! you are very loveable!
and you can always banish the scales to a dark corner of some closet...
enjoy your new camera and I hope you can win some of those contests
praying you re your back and emos
and your finger
HUGS Jen
A glass bead-making kit? Oh you must share that with us! Sounds super exciting.
As hard as it is to get back to the real you off meds, it's a wonderful feeling to be your true self again. My sisters noticed it with me, that I sounded like me again. I knew I had made the right decision then and I am a very difficult and emotional person at times but that's me. That's OK.
I am THRILLED you got a camera! I can't wait to see more of your life and food and fun. That recipe really sounds amazing, I've never heard of those before. Thanks for teaching me something new!
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