Okay, my mood has swung and the world is safe again. Everything in me wants to delete my last post, but since the things in it ARE true (albeit rather melodramatically expressed), I feel like it would be bad to delete it.
However, I feel no guilt about burying it under another post. So, let me tell you about life at this moment:
Right now, I'm sitting here in jammies, relaxed, with a facial mask drying on my face, getting ready to let the facial mask dry as I give myself a pedicure and do tax homework. In two hours I'll have another time with "my kids", watching a smaller group of them during an adult Bible study. We'll be enjoying a luxurious meal of peanut-butter & banana sandwiches, served with Kool-aid on the rocks. This is the first time with our little group, so I'm gonna ask them some questions about what they like to do, don't like to do, etc... then we'll just play silly games like old maid or go fish. :o) Or maybe play with play-dough. Or teach them to knit. Or crochet. Or just hang out. I dunno... I just want a fun, relaxing evening with the munchkins. I have every intention of just "winging it" tonight.
Regardless of what we do later though, let your minds be at ease that although my mind may be slightly warped and twisted, it is not lost. My mood's improved though since my last post (it lifted immediately after work ended... hmm... what a coincidence!!!! lol) and I will be just fine.
I'm off to pedicure and do homework (while watching STAR TREK TNG!!! YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!), ciao for now!
4 comments:
Glad to see you have calmed a bit :)! Those things sound really relaxing. I have never had/done a facial before but hear they are really refreshing. Have fun doing tax homework (yeah right!) Hope you have a nice weekend!
it's not a bad thing to honestly observe your own emotional state. maybe you can put the observations from your last post to good use as you work on changing your patterns. glad you're feeling better, though.
mmmmmm peanut butter and banana sandwiches....
Ahhh...a pedicure. That sounds nice. The part I'd like most is the massage. :-D
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