Thursday, December 18, 2008

Sad Today

So today I'm feeling sad, and angry... not really sure why.

Is it the holidays? Probably... but added to it is the fact that today was one of those days where I could not do ANYTHING right. A coworker lost confidence in me. The temp hired by our department may be promoted to a position above me, since I don't have my degree. I asked my Spanish-speaking coworker if we could speak Spanish occasionally, and she replied as she would to a small, slightly retarded child.

I just want to sit and quietly cry my eyes out... but I have no idea what is REALLY wrong that's why I'm so sensitive to all of this. I know that anything that even mildly reminds me of homes and hugs and love makes me wanna break into happy emotional tears...

And now, even in the time I've taken to type this, the mood has started to pass... wierd, eh??? Met up with some old friends on Facebook, read a funny story on a Spanish-learning website, and starting to break out of my funk.

Moods are weird.

3 comments:

Amypie71 said...

Moods are weird, sorry you're having a sad day *hugs*

Our Home Schooler and Jen said...

MASSIVE HUGS
Jen

Tammy said...

Yep - moods are weird! No explaining it really!

Hang in there and hopefully things will continue to look up!

Hugs!