- Last night I went out for the most AWESOMELY LOVELY walk, ever. We had just had a big storm, and as soon as it ended the sun came out. I grabbed some comfy shoes and treated myself to a long walk around the local park. With my new (and deeply beloved) digital cam. Pics will be up soon!
- I discovered that I have a phobia about being alone with other people, especially females. I have NO clue why... and the fear disappears gradually as I get to know the person. I should probably analyze this more... Very deep glitch in my programing. I'll update you all after i finish my analysis.
- I finished my two swaps that I'm involved in! I'm really excited about seeing my swap-pals reactions to their goodies! And glad that the projects are done... I REALLY tried to do too much, this time. But I learned a ton in the process, so that's an awesome thing! And one of the projects even inspired me to create something new, which I'll be putting on Etsy to sell as soon as my pal gets her gift and is appropriately surprised. Oh, and I'm excited about getting my swap stuff too, of course. *giggle* I love mail.
- I'm fighting a lot of anxiety and depression this week. But at the same time, there have been moments of deep peace. A lunchtime visit to an old-time store... the smell of a pine tree... Bliss is easy to find, when we take the time to look for it.
Thursday, June 28, 2007
Thursday Thoughtlings
Yes, thoughtlings. It's been a very busy week, so my thoughts are not fully developed - still in their childhood, in fact. Hence the term, thoughtlings.
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I have noticed that with some women at my church I act stupid or say ignorant things, I don't know how to be myself and I have this yucky butterfly feeling in the pit of my tummy when I am around them. Intimidation?
You're not alone in this.
I have the same problem when I'm with only one person that I don't know well. I'm afraid I won't be able to keep the conversation going, unless the other person is a really good conversationalist themselves. Also like Leticia, I say things that I think sound stupid. So yes, I think there are a lot of us who feel like this.
i am hoping that bliss finds you a whole lot this weekend :)
i sometimes feel the same way with women ... i understand ...
xox
pleased you enjoyed your walk Ive started walking again
cant wait to see the photos
praying for you re your anxiety and depression I pray that you can find more blissful moments
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