Thursday, June 21, 2007

A Little of Everything

Still so much to tell you all!!!

I saw James last night, and we have a date for Friday (not a REAL movie-dinner type date, just a date to drive to Indy seperately, give his van to his brother who is at camp right now, and drive back together. It's a 2-hour drive or more though, so.... *swoon* Time with James!)

M and I had a long talk last night... OMW she broke my heart. Why do people have kids if they aren't going to love them? I just don't get it!! And to top it all off... my emotions were "off", and I couldn't even cry with her!!! She broke my heart, and i couldn't even cry with her!! I hate my emotions sometimes... shutting off when they should be on... Turning on at random times... ahhhh! Why can't they just WORK?!


Which reminds me that I meant to post about anxiety... I actually took the time last week, and looked up some websites on anxiety. (Anxiety is the reason why my doctor put me on happy pills...) But the post isn't ready yet, so... I'll do that in a second post, in a sec.

And speaking of things that refuse to work... I bought an AWESOMELY COOL new digital cam this weekend... only to find that it's software won't work on my computer, cuz my computer is a piece of junk. Which is my final expenditure of my money saved... a computer, with an awesome graphics card, and all the cool stuff one needs to have on a computer you're going to keep for a good long while. Then it's back to saving the rest and being responsible with my $ again! Woo hoo!

Any computer-shopping advice?

5 comments:

Anonymous said...

Aw! I'm sorry about M. Call you if you need me...

Anonymous said...

computer shopping advice - take my husband and daughter along and you'll get the best there is. Me? I know nothing! happily. =]

People and kids: you know, sometimes (a lot of times) kids happen. Then we have all these movie/sentimental/cultural stories about kids. No one tells you that sometimes you want to hang them in the closet by their toes until they turn 18. (Mine are both well past 18. Both have taught me probably more than I would have chosen to learn on my own. Personally? I wouldn't give them back for the world. But neither of them "happened." They were both planned...which I highly recommend - even when everything else fell apart).

Unknown said...

it just isnt fair that bad people can have kids. :(

daisies said...

it breaks my heart when people have kids but don't really want to love them like they should ... i had so much love to give my sweet boys, sigh

on a happier note :) while i have no computer advice, i am doing a little cheer over here for your new digital camera ~ yay!!

Anonymous said...

one doesnt always have to cry with someone else who is pain somethimes they can just be there for them or hug them

cool a new camera and computer yahooo