Sunday, June 05, 2011

Transformation

My life is changing in so many ways, and today the emotional dam finally broke, and I had myself a good healing crying/writing/praying session. 

Life has been crazy, spinning out of control.  The craft business and new friendships and preparations to try to get pregnant have completely overwhelmed me. I made a budget and promptly lost it... no idea where it went.   I've buried myself in Facebook games and mindless activities, hiding from my life and my emotions...

But thank God today is a new day, a new start...

I'm going to make to-do lists for each day this week, with goals for what I want to do.

I'm going to say no sometimes, and make everyone deal with it.

I'm going to make sure to schedule time with God, my husband, and my closest friends.  They are my sources of strength.

I'm going to try and keep things clean so I don't have to feel overwhelmed, because that's really driving me crazy!

On a random note, can you believe I haven't had Diet Coke/Pepsi in several weeks???  I'm so proud of myself for that... slowly but surely getting my body ready for a baby.  And for once, I'm feeling really hopeful about that.

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