Did you know my last post was post number 666? Yep... my blog post was the root of all evil. Who knew?! lol
I took another pregnancy test today... got another negative... just another day in the life, right? No, this time it is REALLY bothering me. Despite the fact that I've taken so many tests in the past, and they've all been negative... there's just a small part of me that hopes, every month, that it will happen.
This time I think that inner optimist is throwing things and crying. She and I are going to curl up under a blankie in the bedroom, and watch the first two Lord of the Rings movies. We also may picture ourselves committing voilent acts, just for fun. OH! Maybe she likes crayons... we can draw the scenes.
*taking new box of 120 crayons with her to the bedroom*
4 comments:
Oh Jana Im sori
Im praying for you sweetie
MASSIVE HUGS
enjoy the LOTR movies I still havent seen them
might have to get them out on DVD when the ex has the boys next
I like drawing to get those feelings out
MASSIVE HUGS
Hang in there Jana. Just might not be the right time for you all. You are working full-time and taking come college courses on top of being married. That's a hand full in itself!
Ahh...Jana I am sorry.
I am sorry to hear that, Jana. Hang in there. Good things come to those who wait, but everything happens when the time is right. Took me 2 1/2 years to conceive my first. The wait was worth it!! Keep trying and be strong. Coloring pictures is great therapy. :) I'll be praying for you. **hug**
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